What Does He Really Want From Me? The Teen Years

This a Journey in a teen's life. Sandra, a 15 years old teen, is ready to write her first words on a diary that she got for Christmas...

HELLO WORLD!

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"Hello dear diary. Is January and oh my God! It's has been the best Christmas ever. Want to apologize for already erasing my first two words. I'm going to start off again; time to open up to you and avoid telling my girlfriends about my own crap."

JANUARY 1, 2012

Have seen Josh since last Summer and we have been dating behind my mom's back. Dad left Home when I was 6 years old. Did you know dear diary, that since then... my whole life has changed? No more daddy's girl and Hello Stupid world! Since I was was 12, so many changes happened in me, that...(blush) could be just embarrassing for you and for me...just to write about it. So, I better keep on going with the story of my life. Josh was my confident and best friend ever. He kept those bullies at bay and away from me; and if it wasn't from him, I think I would've... or could've taken my life. He is 16 as you might know it by now. We have been going out to the movies and sometimes he had helped me with my homework....Gotta close for now. Mom is calling me down, I can hear her now..! (Close)

JANUARY 3, 2012

Today was Josh's Birthday and I loved being next to him. We blew the candlelight together and made a wish. "I wish, I wish...I want to keep Josh, just for me!"

He never knew about this wish, but we did smile and his mom and mine were...or did already know about our relationship. We were invited by his mom and we felt that our little tiny love was growing and... like my girlfriends told me, I was feeling those butterflies too. You should get a partner notebook and see how it feels, you know dear diary!? (Close)

JANUARY 5 2012

Just crying of happiness, because we did it finally and it was beautiful. Mom would kill me if she ever reads you dear diary. He was pressed by his friends and he asked me politely and I told him that I wanted him to....to just love me as His first and last girlfriend. Is hard to explain, but life is wonderful after all. I have good news for you!: I will get my books of poetry and introduce him to you!! This way you will be happy as I am...(Close)

JANUARY 7, 2012

Margaret, Josh ex girlfriend just sent me nasty text messages... and I asked him if he really loved me for who I was. Silly me, was hard enough from me to prove him how much...Why I feel like crying?? He wasn't looking straight into my eyes, and that wasn't a good sign dear diary. I feel like I was used and I don't know what to do...(close)

JANUARY 9, 2012

I confronted him and, this ass**!, he finally told me... that he 'just' wanted his friends to stop teasing him and, OMG! He was on a rebound with that stupid Margaret. That made me feel like the lowest...and I wanted to break his head and kick him right between his legs, but I held...What should I do now? I have to see his face at school whether I like it or not. Why did this have to happen to me? My mom was right all along, but we never listen. I have a headache and I need some rest (Close)

DEAR READERS,

This is an example of just a week in a teenager's life. Can you give her some advice? Do you think she needs to focus on her life or education? Many teens will read this Hub, and hopefully will think before acting. We know how hard is to raise a teen nowadays and they need to take heed. Thanks for your feedback in advance.